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While he was away . . @ 11:14 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Im used to being stirred from my sleep by Darling's morning call. . .

Toothpaste set on my toothbrush by the basin,

Breakfast long prepared and packed into my bag,

Ribena / Honey filled up in my water bottle will be chilled in the fridge and ready for me to grab as i leave the house.

Working late has never been a concern, not when i know he will be waiting to fetch me after a long hard day at work,

Waiting to greet me with a sweet kiss and perks up my spirits for the rest of the evening.

Dinner will be seen to as well, the only thing i need to think of/worry about is what and where to eat for that evening.

Finally, yet another day shall pass as i snuggle up against his warm body and slip into his embrace, falling into a safe deep sleep. . .


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Oh no, i miss Darling so much and it's only the 2nd day he's away. There's another 3 more days to bear with before i can see him or hear from him again.

I never realize what a blissful and pampered life i have, till now that he's away. .

Yesterday - I had to walk briskly to the MRT station in the morning so that i can squeeze out some time to buy breakfast for myself.

Then at 5.30pm, i was so worried and flustered cause i knew i was going to miss our company transport and there will be no one to fetch me. Luckily, Malia gave me a lift to White Sands and Nel's hubby had night class on so we could have a nice dinner together.


Today - I was shocked and jumped out of bed when Darling's mommy woke me up at 8am (and work starts at 8.30am)! Without Darling's morning call, i just slept through my alarm. Damn. I was freaking late and sneaked into the office at 9am with no breakfast.. Work was crazily hectic and i couldn't stop replying emails since i stepped into office. With no filled water bottle beside me and no time to even make myself a cuppa, i went without food and water for the whole morning till 1pm! Then at 5.30pm, i hastily wrapped up my work so i could rush and catch the co. bus...leaving the pending work to yet another hectic morning tmorrow...


Sigh... what a nightmare..! When Darling made his last call to me this afternoon before his phone had to be kept away till Fri, he had to remind me to drink more water and take my dinner. Yes, these things need to be reminded because he knows that his lazy gf will not bother to drink much water or even take dinner if he isn't around to ensure that everything is made convenient for me. Haha. And sure my Darling understands me well... ! =P


Well, the only positive thing about Darling being away is that i can have some private time for myself to do things like blogging, listening to music + slap on a mask and do some quiet reading (which i really enjoy but Darling keeps disturbing me when he's around)..


Hopefully i will have time during these few days to do the post on my Taiwan trip which is going to be a long one for sure..
Gd night!
"Love is missing someone whenever you’re apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you’re close in heart.."

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Recount of my car crash experience.. @ 10:11 PM
Friday, May 15, 2009

The last 2 days had been a post-trauma recovery period for me - both physically and mentally.


13 May - 0020hrs


Just when i was exuberantly describing my trip to Darling on my way home from airport, Darling suddenly stepped hard on the car brake.


I was jolted out of my speech and turned front to see what had caused him to brake so hard suddenly. All i could see was that the car in front had suddenly come to a stop in our lane (on the PIE) and with the speed (at least more than 100km/hr) we were going, Darling will never make it to stop in time.


Not being able to think in my state of shock, i could only scream. Whatever happened next was so fast and felt as if in a daze. I cringed into my seat while Darling tried to dodge and swerve to the left lane but brushed against the side of another fast coming car. Having no way to avoid the ultimate crash, he swerved back and hit right into the stationary car - hard.


First was the big "BANG" from the hit, then the cranking of crushing metal followed by the shattering of window glasses. Finally, everything ended with a dead silence.


I realised i had been too shocked to react in the whole process that i didn't even blink. And so, I witnessed the collision, the crushing of the car and shattered glasses hitting the front window like pelting rain.


Finally, i got out of my trance when i heard Darling's familiar voice anxiously asking me if i was hurt.. i was so relieved to know both of us was safe and immediately asked my sister sitting at the rear passenger behind me if she was alright too.

But what i heared totally unnerved me and made me panic. She was crying in pain while saying "我的手断了" You may say i have a wild imagination but the first image that came to my mind when i heard that was a bloody arm being detached from her body with bone jutting out.
I almost fainted and could feel my limbs went weak on the spot. Yet at the same time, my sisterly instinct told me i have to stay composed and call for help instead of breaking down. And so, i fumbled for my phone while trying to comfort my sister telling her not to be afraid as i'll call for the ambulance. But in actual fact, i was so scared myself that my trembling fingers took so bloody long to even press 3 numbers - 995 correctly on my touchscreen phone!!

After successfully giving the operator our location and informing my worried parents on our situation, i finally turned back and checked on her condition.

I was so darn relieved when i saw her arm still adjoined to her body.. Phew! If she had used the word 'fracture' appropriately instead, i wouldn't have got so flustered and turned into jelly limbs lah.. Kns.

Anyway it was after i got out of the car to check on Darling, who was talking to the stupid front car driver that i realised i was feeling giddy and nausea myself. I went over to the road shoulder to puke and soon after, the efficient ambulance and my parents arrived.

We were sent to the hospital with my worried Mommy beside us in the ambulance. I felt so sad and heartbroken to see her grave and pale worried face looking at us. She was so shaken when i told her about the accident over the phone that she cried and exclaimed "Oh my poor children... where are you all now..."

I will never forget these words, her weak and urgent tone, and her sad face when she saw us. They have all expressed her unspoken overwhelming love for us and the pain inflicted on her own heart to see her precious daughters injured. And then, i solemnly vow to myself that i will take very gd care of myself and not let my mommy worry like that again.

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Anyway, the pain in my neck and down my spine are getting better now and i hope my poor sister can quickly get used to doing things using only 1 hand while her left arm is still in cast.

It is most unfortunate that i have to blog about my accident instead of my memorable trip right after i came back. But anyway emotionally, i still need time to get over this before i can have the right mood to blog about happier stuff. >.<


I really hope Daddy wont be angry anymore and unjustly reproach Darling for getting us into an accident. I also really really hope my family can be more understanding that nobody had anticipated such a thing to happen and all i can say is: Shit happens. If anyone has to be accountable for it, then i should say all of us had our part in it.

Some thoughts that have been running through my mind these few days:

If i had not rambled on my trip to Darling that night, would he have concentrated more on driving and took ECP instead of PIE which was actually the nearer route to my house?

If the front driver had a gd vision and was alert enough, would he not have noticed the prominent fallen tree branch blocking our lane and still travelled on that lane till such a close distance before he deicded to e-brake?

If Darling had travelled at a slower speed, could he have prevented the accident from happening?

If Sis had fastened the seat belt at the rear seat, would she have avoided the mishap of her broken arm and spared my parents from the worrying?

I guess everything was destined that it happened this way but one lesson learnt and to be shared to everyone is: Pls put on your seat belt even if you are sitting at the rear passenger seat. It may save your life.!



A day before departure @ 11:49 PM
Tuesday, May 5, 2009

To all my dear friends: If you need me to get something for you in Taiwan, do sms me before 12th May okie!

Im so very excited about my trip now.. took a long time to plan the itinerary over the weekend and transported my whole wardrobe back from Darling's place just to pack for my 7 days trip. Haha.. super kua zhang but dont care la. I wanna make sure im looking fabulous and yet feeling comfy for the trip!


Dearie Angeline prepared a sumptious dinner for me on Sun and i had a great time playing with my 2 godsons. Elson is growing up into a cute chubby little baby with big sparkling eyes. This tiny infant is so full of smiles and i simply adore him to bits..!
Little Draven on the other hand, is becoming more and more like a little tyrant. But still, this mischievious boy does know how to take care of his baby brother. I was so touched that day when i saw him knelt down to look at baby Elson and suddenly, picked up a hanky and started dabbing away his drooling saliva. What a sweet gesture from a 2 yr old boy!!
(gotta post up photos of these 2 precious boys when im back from my trip..)


After work today, Darling brought me to a nice dinner at MANPUKU - Tampines One. The interior of the restaurant was unexpectantly big with a Japanese food hall concept that offers Japanese cuisine in a Japanese gourmet street setting.
Our stomach was super bloated after devouring sushi, ramen, Japanese grill, Okonomiyaki and the most Yummilicious Chawanmushi you mut try!
(photos to be updated too...)


Im off to join Darling in lala land now.. keke.. i told him i needed to use the laptop to check my mails just for a while. In the end he got so bored that he fell asleep while waiting and here i am, blogging away instead of cuddling with him in bed...

Luckily, his snores tells me that he wont be waking up any time soon to notice im still up... =X